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Current Mood: bitchy

I just got a heads up from the HR department....apparently they are having a halloween costume contest this year....the past couple of years it was cancelled for various reasons.

I have found the off the wall costume that can so work....plus I have the cloak to hide it all. I am taking a trip to home depot Saturday...it involved caulking....and a hat....and I have to start it up this weekend. I am SO SO excited......patience is never one of my strong suites.

Dress up at work....for the win!!!

Current Mood: excited

Ok I get that you like a particular game system and you were so gung ho that you got my hubby who is dying for a game to play that he spends time to make fill out a character sheet and totally drives me batty to get one done........


and then all I hear is the crickets chirping.


You wonder why I don't play table top games anymore....


it is called reliability. It is called being a responsible GM. And you ain't going to make many friends doing this to me....repeatedly.

What do they say "Fooled you once shame on you, Fooled you twice shame on me"

I got two character sheets done for games for people and no call back no scheduling even though I have almost rung their necks trying to set up a game....so we could play...but nothing.

Yes I am annoyed.

I give up people seriously.

Current Mood: annoyed

When I wonder why I read stuff on the internet...it gets me riled up and I so want to rant but what effect my way or the highway or just making feel useless and bummed out.

Screw it I need some people who have common sense and courtesy and think before they hit the send or post button.

On another note this weekend I will be doing the half and quarter turn Turkish so well, it will amaze my feet.

(please note that was an inside joke for my feet - they have a mind of their own at times)

I know I should be losing weight....the best way to find that I should is doing the moving meditation at the beginning of dance class....my left foot wiggles and I feel like I am going to fall over and embarrass myself.

Last week's second dance class was a total wash...I was timid totally lost and felt extremely challenged to the point of stepping back and not going on with taking two classes..but I am taking a weekend workshop in July so I am going to keep going on.

But on the other hand I have new zills....bigger ones that make bigger noise....am waiting to practice...tomorrow I have to go find more elastic..in black no less.

Of trials, traps and tribulations. A dear friend passed away in his sleep and I feel oddly left out of the whole grieving process. Lenny was the guy who said if no one wanted me I could live with him...he even offered to marry me for various reasons. I didn't accept his offer but the strings that held his heart and mine together I don't think anyone even my husband will understand.

When I first moved here Hellfire Club was my first home away from home...when I had to find my own place and eventually do it without any back up I found he lived three blocks down. He was my indigenous old neighbor I occasionally cooked for, laughed with, and even cried with when our friends passed over to the other side.

I will miss his crazy cranky tirades and all his wacky stories...how many people do you know that go out to the park with a tshirt to tie to a tree and a 4 foot single tail to practice with...and NOT get arrested by the cops!

So long my Hannukah Harry with the big caddy...may you find your peace and other friends down below....this hell up here will miss you.

'speclly me.

Current Mood: sad

Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on, 
our troubles will be miles away.

Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.

Through the years 
We all will be together,
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.

Current Mood: cheerful

I am amazed that I was told I have the "skill set" for websites....our poor "pretty pretty website" at work is getting thoroughly doused with an accelerant and torched....the scrolling people bar is gone gone as well as the staticy buttons.

I am still sitting in shock that they think this works....I know what I want I just have to figure out the pretty logic pretty of it.

Looking at other websites means hours and hours of hunting through things....never knew fixing stuff is so hard.

On a stranger note I am researching how to write an app.


Call me crazy but it might be a good thing to know!

Current Mood: exhausted

My boss, the original one that I started with this company is retiring as of mid January. Part of me is pissed to no end for the fact that I had to read it in an email to the company. I thought we had a better relationship than that. Why does this feel like I should be updating my resume and putting it out for feelers.

The other part of me is so totally understanding. She has two kids under 6 and a hubbie who is a doctor....she can afford to stay home and enjoy her kids....but I know she will consult, she is that type of person sitting still is not her style.

Work has been stressful the past few weeks...stupid little things that before I used to shrug off and keep going now bother me...is it me or is it the company.

Time for a sit back and observe and see how the chips fall.

I am so looking forward to the wedding this weekend...time to dance and celebrate and have a great time!

Current Mood: annoyed